To have someone at your side is a great feeling, someone that makes you consistently smile and happy. There are times that you want to give up, but with the right partner, you are safe and sound. To have someone in our life is happiness, someone that can make your life better. Life may seem unfair, we go through difficulties and having someone at our side lightens our emotions. When we are in a relationship, we became the happiest person on earth, it feels like we are in paradise and feels like in cloud nine. Love gives us the reason to wake up each day and grateful for every day. When we are grateful, we think less and less drama in life.
I never thought that I would be fall in love again, I have been broke of my past relationship, and it is not easy. I have given her everything all I have, and she wants. All the things she says I do, I became a slave to her in return that she won’t leave me. I thought that was enough. Many times she wants to break up with me, but I stop her because I am afraid to be alone. I fear that one day, I will be doing everything with myself, many times I want to let her go but in my thought, I cannot do it myself. Maybe I was wrong about stopping her, and not setting her free. My miserable life with her is my decision, she keeps saying hurtful words to me and follows her commands, I allow her to do it with me, even if it hurts me a lot. Until such time, I am awakened with the thoughts, that maybe I should let go of her, and accept the pain. Every time I thought about our happy memories makes me sad and to ease the pain I went to pubs and drink all night. I am tired of myself and just realized I am still holding on to our memories while she is happy now, maybe it is time to make myself a priority again. I have gone to London and stay there, to forget and start a new life. I thought if I stay in our place, I will keep reminiscing about our memories together.
When I arrived at the place, I find it peaceful and relaxing. I have a look for work and rent a small room for me. I love to go to parks or beaches during my free time. I met a London escort that makes my life changed. She is different to other women I know and far different from my ex-girlfriend. For years,